A Little About Me...

I'm just a 31 year old chick from Rhode Island, married to a Canadian, tattooed, childfree, and a World of Warcraft addict. I fancy myself a photographer, or an artist, but who am I kidding - I count pills and sell drugs to junkies.

Disclaimer

I write about everything. If you don't like it, if it's too personal, if you don't want to hear it, if it offends you, if it's about you, I don't care.

I'm selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle, but if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best.

Randomness

Here is a random bunch of small paragraphs that have nothing to do with each other.

I decided tonight that I’m going back on my pills. Obviously I can’t be trusted to be sane while off of them, otherwise I pull my hair out and cut myself like an angsty emo kid. Bring on the tight jeans and the Dashboard Confessional CDs; I’ll dye my hair black and slick my bangs into my face.

The new computer is running swell. At the moment I’m downloading some stuff and trying to configure things the way I like them. Not included in the downloads is any sort of instant messenger program or cam program. I’m going all antisocial, baby.

Saturday Eddie and I are going out and about. I know that we’re hitting the Arcade because neither of us has ever been, and then the evening is up in the air. Sunday we’re going to Mom’s house for dinner, where I’ll hopefully get to so some work on my crocheted skirt.

Oh those emo boys…

Emo boys kissing - I like angsty little emo boys. Two are even better. Make them kiss and I just might not leave the house today.

Blindness [Just a random tidbit....]

I can’t tell you how I feel
About what you’ve done to me
And how you’ve taken out my soul
By covering my eyes to my own life.
I can’t see through your palms,
So I rely on your voice to describe
My surroundings.
You tell me how the colors
Shimmer, but I can see only your blackness
I must believe your constant tales
Of glorified skies of the grayish-blue
That comes with your suffocating hold
On my vision in your hands.
I can’t deny that I once loved you.
Yet you’ve molded my very existence
To meet your needs of dominance and control
Over my opinions of the world.
I can’t take your hands off my eyes.
I’m secure within your tightening grasp
And I’m afraid I’ve been blind to long,
And scared of the truth I may see.

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