Work is getting a bit easier for me. I’m starting to get the hang of what I’m supposed to do, and where shit is. I wasn’t totally exhausted when I got home, and only now am I starting to get a bit sleepy. I’ll probably go and grab a bite to eat in a few, then lay down with a book.

I’ve been having some nasty “flashbacks” lately…. with me working days, and Eddie working nights, I haven’t really gotten to see him all that much in the past few days; I spent Monday night with him, and about 2 hours with him last night, tops, and it’ll be the same thing for the rest of the week. It’s exactly the way it was when Chris and I worked opposite shifts and wouldn’t talk to each other for 3 or 4 days at a time. Whenever he and I are in the house, I’m asleep, so the only time we ever get to talk or anything is when I drive him to work or pick him up. I pick him up at 1:30am, and go to bed as soon as we get back home because I’ve gotta be awake at 6am-ish so I can be in work at 7:30am.

I didn’t want to tell Eddie that this is what I was feeling, since he’s already rearranged his schedule around my job once. I didn’t wanna be a bitch about shit and tell him what was up, even though he did tell me that I had to let him know if I started to miss him, but I guess he’s been feeling the same way I am. I guess we’ll have some talking to do on the way home tonight; it’s not like I’ll have the chance to do it until the weekend.

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